Monday, April 28, 2014

15 word poem thing I forgot what its called sorry :"

Money is unique

Like polar bears

Appreciative

Children

Of healthy

Technology

Adventurous

As success

Humility is fit

They are ears

Like soccer ball

Is a infinity pool

what I want to DO

Hmmmm theres a lot I want to do but another want to BE  is simplistic.  I want to be a baker. What I want to DO is work for myself, disneyland,  and my family. I want to help myself so that I can help others, I want to follow through on myself.  When I was a kid I had a dad who made promises to me and broke them all. I kind of do that to myself nowa days. What I want to DO is commit to myself, grow, and figure out what to really do to accomplish my dreams. I want to change the way I look at things and think about things, almost morph back to who j was when I was youngr before my favorite people and dog passed away and things got harder, but if I really did that I would be stuck in that ignorant state, so what I really wanna DO, is expand my mind, open it up with what knowledge and strength ive gained, to become stronger and overcome to become something for me, and the people around me. I want to paint more , read more, sew more, listen more, and understand more. Not like I used too, but now.

#2 what you want to be and what you want to do- a poem

Perhaps my head was out of this game,

maybe my thoughts were shallow becouse my heart left the

building the moment my body entered it.

But I asked my boyfriend,

I told him,

im not happy,
     
               im not what I want to be.
Be.

Someone I can be,     not something I can DO.

 but feel?

He asked me then,

 WHO.

      DO.   I.

want to BE.


This is very special for him to say to me,

becouse for a moment I notice what or who I want to BE is not at

all something I can ever DO.

 But it can be something I can give in one form or another.

 Who I want to be, (and I must follow through,) I want to be kind,

I want to be influential,

 I want to be positive.

 I want to be successful,  I want to be a beam of self love ,

      I want to be an open mind and open heart,

 I want to be someone who can look past who I was yesterday,


and become who I will be tomarrow,


today.

Monday, April 21, 2014

What i want to DO vs BE

What I want to BE in life is a good party chef. A great baker, i want to bake amazing cakes that people can afford and want to take home to parties instead of baking there own. What I want to DO is  make people smile and happy with my work and what i give them. i think these things are connected coincidentally. i think that in  different circumstance they could disconnect. For instance, i want to donate or give left over food to homeless people, but that won't make them happy, or smile. it might, but thats really out of my control. Which would mean that what i want to DO and what i want to BE have nothing to do with each other. I mostly believe under most circumstances that there are very connected, by example. Say you want to be a doctor, and what you want to do is make people healthy. maybe its more complex then that, but thats all that crosses my mind.