#2 what you want to be and what you want to do- a poem

Perhaps my head was out of this game,

maybe my thoughts were shallow becouse my heart left the

building the moment my body entered it.

But I asked my boyfriend,

I told him,

im not happy,
     
               im not what I want to be.
Be.

Someone I can be,     not something I can DO.

 but feel?

He asked me then,

 WHO.

      DO.   I.

want to BE.


This is very special for him to say to me,

becouse for a moment I notice what or who I want to BE is not at

all something I can ever DO.

 But it can be something I can give in one form or another.

 Who I want to be, (and I must follow through,) I want to be kind,

I want to be influential,

 I want to be positive.

 I want to be successful,  I want to be a beam of self love ,

      I want to be an open mind and open heart,

 I want to be someone who can look past who I was yesterday,


and become who I will be tomarrow,


today.